I am...

• annoyed
• angry
• sad
• pissed off
• in a bad mood
• unhappy
• quite close to crying (the last time has been about 3 years ago!)
• negative about everything and everyone

You wonder why?

Well, that's really easy... Lately I wondered whether my private life will end up just like my life at university. I took courses to become a teacher for English and French for 2 days. I was really annoyed at the end of day 2 (I think I wrote about it back then) and was relieved, when my mother called to tell me I had received a letter telling me I was accepted to study law. I don't think I would have finished it :-( Getting that letter was a great opportunity, but right now it seems like my private life might go just that way, too. Why do bad - well, let's say not so good things have to happen more than just that one time? It just istn't fair... I didn't do a freakin' thing to deserve that everything is a mess... At least, that's what I think. Maybe I'm wrong there???

All I know is, this is really bugging me - and I have no clue what to do about it...