Should I worry about that?

Just did a quiz and now I wonder whether I should worry about it...


Umberto Eco: The Name of the Rose. You are a
mystery novel dealing with theology, especially
with catholic vs liberal issues. You search
wisdom and knowledge endlessly, feeling that
learning is essential in life.


Which literature classic are you?
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this is awesome!

I found this link in Katie MacAlister's blog
It's awesome, but you really should assure that your screensaver is off for at least 10 minutes. Otherwise it will disturb you while watching the video clip.
Another thing: Try watching it full screen! It'll make the experience even better :-)

A musical feeling...

Joss Stone - Fell In Love With A Boy

Fell in love with a boy
I fell in love once and almost completely
He's in love with the world
And sometimes these feelings can be so misleading
He turns and says, "Are you alright?"
Oh, I must be fine cause my heart's still beating
Come and kiss me by the riverside,
Sarah says it's cool, she don't consider it cheating

Aaah aah aah oh
Aaah aah aah oh
Aaah aah aah oh
Aaah aah aah oh

Red hair with a curl
Mellow roll for the flavor and the eyes were peepin
Can't keep away from the boy
The two sides of my brain need to have a meeting
Can't think of anything to do
My left brain knows all of love is fleeting
He's just lookin for somethin new
I said it once before but it bears repeating

Aaah aah aah oh
Aaah aah aah oh
Aaah aah aah oh
Aaah aah aah oh

Can't think of anything to do
My left brain knows all of love is fleeting
He's just lookin for somethin new
I said it once before but it bears repeating

Aaah aah aah oh
Aaah aah aah oh
Aaah aah aah oh
Aaah aah aah oh

Fell in love with a boy
I fell in love once and almost completely
He's in love with the world and sometimes these feelings can be so misleading
He turns and says, "Are you alright?"
Oh, I must be fine cause my heart's still beating
Come and kiss me by the riverside
Sarah says it's cool, she don't consider it cheating, oh

Don't go telling no more
Don't go telling no more
Don't go telling no more lies on Sarah
Don't go telling no more
Don't go telling no more
Don't go telling no more lies on Sarah

Aaah aah aah oh
Aaah aah aah oh
Aaah aah aah oh
Aaah aah aah oh

Can't think of anything to do
My left brain knows all of love is fleeting
He's just looking for something new
I said it once before but it bears repeating

Aaah aah aah oh
Aaah aah aah oh
Aaah aah aah oh
Aaah aah aah oh

Gonna tell you what's on my mind
I'm gonna tell you what's on my mind
Cause it bears repeating

*Reminder: All mistakes are mine, I'm German and I listen to the songs while trying to figure out the lyrics, so don't be too harsh on me sould I get something wrong!*

A musical feeling...

Green Day - Boulevard Of Broken Dreams

I walk a lonely road
The only one that I have ever known
Don't know where it goes
But it's home to me and I walk alone

I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of Broken Dreams
Where the city sleeps
and I'm the only one and I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk a...

My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I walk alone

Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Aaah-ah,
Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah

I'm walking down the line
That divides me somewhere in my mind
On the border line
Of the edge and where I walk alone

Read between the lines
What's fucked up and everything's alright
Check my vital signs
To know I'm still alive and I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk a...

My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I walk alone

Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Aaah-ah
Ah-ah, Ah-ah

I walk alone
I walk a...

I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of Broken Dreams
Where the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk a...

My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I walk alone...

*Reminder: All mistakes are mine, I'm German and I listen to the songs while trying to figure out the lyrics, so don't be too harsh on me sould I get something wrong!*

A musical feeling...

I thought I'd start a new 'more or less regular'... I'm going to post the lyrics to songs that for some reason or other fit the moment I post them...

Righteous Brothers - You've Lost That Loving Feeling

You never close your eyes anymore when I kiss your lips.
And there's no tenderness like before in your fingertips.
You're trying hard not to show it, baby.
But baby, baby I know it...

You've lost that lovin' feeling,
Whoa, that lovin' feeling,
You've lost that lovin' feeling,
Now it's gone...gone...gone...wooooooh.

Now there's no welcome look in your eyes when I reach for you.
And now your're starting to critisize little things I do.
It makes me just feel like crying, baby.
'Cause baby, something in you is dying.

You lost that lovin' feeling,
Whoa, that lovin' feeling,
You've lost that lovin' feeling,
Now it's gone...gone...gone...woooooah.

Baby, baby, I get down on my knees for you.

If you would only love me like you used to do, yeah.

We had a love...a love...a love you don't find everyday.

So don't...don't...don't...don't let it slip away.

Baby baby, baby baby,
I beg of you please...please,
I need your love I need your love, I need your love I need your love,
So bring it on back So bring it on back, Bring it on back so bring it on back.

Bring back that lovin' feeling,
Whoa, that lovin' feeling
Bring back that lovin' feeling,
'Cause it's gone...gone...gone,
And I can't go on,noooo...

Bring back that lovin' feeling,
Whoa, that lovin' feeling
Bring back that lovin' feeling,
'Cause it's gone...gone...

*Reminder: All mistakes are mine, I'm German and I listen to the songs while trying to figure out the lyrics, so don't be too harsh on me sould I get something wrong!*

I am...

• annoyed
• angry
• sad
• pissed off
• in a bad mood
• unhappy
• quite close to crying (the last time has been about 3 years ago!)
• negative about everything and everyone

You wonder why?

Well, that's really easy... Lately I wondered whether my private life will end up just like my life at university. I took courses to become a teacher for English and French for 2 days. I was really annoyed at the end of day 2 (I think I wrote about it back then) and was relieved, when my mother called to tell me I had received a letter telling me I was accepted to study law. I don't think I would have finished it :-( Getting that letter was a great opportunity, but right now it seems like my private life might go just that way, too. Why do bad - well, let's say not so good things have to happen more than just that one time? It just istn't fair... I didn't do a freakin' thing to deserve that everything is a mess... At least, that's what I think. Maybe I'm wrong there???

All I know is, this is really bugging me - and I have no clue what to do about it...

It's been a while...

... since I last posted. But I have been really busy with university-related things - including two papers. I still haven't finished those two papers and I don't have too much time left.

Especially cause last Tuesday I got a letter saying I got accepted for a practical training in court... This training will start within a month. I can't wait! I'm so excited I would love to start right now... I don't want to wait!

Unfortunately, that's pretty much it...